The Long Goodbye

Its like your a drug
Its like your a demon i cant face down
Its like im stuck, its like im running from you all the time
And i know i let you have all the power
Its like the only company i seek is misery all around
Its like your a leech, sucking the life from me
Its like i cant breathe, without you inside of me
And i realize im never gonna quit you over time
Its like i cant breathe, its like i cant see anything, nothing but you
Im addicted to you, its like i cant think, without you interupting me, in my thoughts, in my dreams, youve taken over me, its like im not me
Its like im lost
Its like im giving up slowly
Its like your a ghost that haunting me, leave me alone
And i know these voices in my head are mine alone
And i know ill never change my ways if i dont give you up now
Im hooked on you, i need a fix
I cant take it, just one more hit
I promise i can deal with it, ill handle it, quit it
Just one more time then thats it
Just a little bit more to get me through this.

This person was my the love of my life, i loved him with all my heart and soul and never asked him to be anything else, we had a fantastic relationship and something between us not everyone is as lucky to have we could of been so much more, it saddens me, that this same person broke my heart and left us with so many what if's.